I am 25 years old and I am already a drug addict. I had been using drugs since I was 20, when I left home to find my future. But with the stubbornness of the young and the pride of a fool, I ended up pregnant but no boyfriend. I raised my kid alone, doing odd jobs and never calling home even just to tell them I am fine. I know that my parents love me but I cannot bring myself to admit defeat after all the big words I left behind, being capable and successful. But because it is difficult to raise a child and buy everything necessary, I have to do tricks just to meet both ends. And this is possible only when I am high with drugs. But sometimes when I am sober, I cannot help but wonder what it would be like if I am back with my family. And then one day, I called them up and they picked us up and they put me up for drug rehabilitation. This is what I had been dreaming of since a long time ago. Now I will be okay.
My father and mother did everything for me. They took care of my child and promised me she will be fine until I am back. But never did I hear any word of condemnation from them. It’s like nothing happened. But this they will do they said, as long as I willingly go to rehab. And of course I will, this is what I had been wishing to happen all these years.
I am clean now, been out from rehab since 7 months ago. And though this is not over yet, but I will stay clean. My baby needs me and I would never go back to that miserable life before. I am staying for good. And part of this I am grateful to the site that helped me go to the right place, given the right treatment program and all the help in between. My gratitude to the people behind 4rehabilitation.